The accidental writer by Tom Padula – 2008/9

It was February 1968 and I was sitting at one of the tables on the first floor of the Baillieu Library at the University of Melbourne, next ...

Chapter 3

School Life


As the end of the school year approaches in Australia,

schools (especially secondary schools) and all those who

are involved in school life (students, teachers, parents and

support services), are in the midst of winding down the

educational year. There are tests, assignments, work

requirements, examinations and an array (both subjective

and objective) of assessments which lead to reports,

certificates, profiles, end of year activities and the

holidays!

The intensity of this period of school fervour is made easier

only by the thought that the days are longer, the year's

work is almost over and the festive season is around the

corner!

"In lieu" is a phrase used in school circles to mean that a

teacher has to take another class when her/his senior

students have gone... to sit for examination or to go into

the workforce! Theoretically that time should be reserved

for this year's evaluation or next year's planning and

organisation.

"Ethos of exams" reminds us that the technique for

assessing a students' acquired knowledge or skills during

the year creates an "ambience" all of its own!

Since I have spent most of my life at school (first as a

student, then as a teacher), it is only fitting that I should

have a number of poems relating to school, education,

children, colleagues, feelings, failures and successes ...

and much more!

School is a village of activity within society - it is a place

where parents entrust their offsprings to professional

educators ... in a sense it is the place where learning

occurs continually and in the most formative years of

a person's life.

The basic requirements for a student are his/her curiosity

for learning and for relating with others.

It is the school's task to ensure that everyone involved

provides a safe and secure environment for learning and

interacting.

Of course, the ideals are not always met, and school can

be a very trying place for whoever finds it difficult to

manage all the situations and demands within this

microcosmic community. 'School Bell' recalls the military

type precision adopted in schools in order to have this

place running on schedule; 'New school' and 'In class'

demonstrate some of the difficulties that a teacher could

face when first beginning in a secondary school; 'A sweet

afternoon' and 'Glimmer of Hope' touch on some of the

positives found in the day to day life in a school

environment.



The Pedantic professor


My little professor

you're a parrot.

You're a dove

which flies in the world.

You're a stork

which brings its young

on a pedantic road

that leads to the pigs

of father laziness.



What’s the use


What's the use

to remain here in silence

to stupidly look at

a man who speaks

and who says nothing.

I don't listen to him,

I don't understand him.

Then, why remain here?

I don't know,

I'll never know.

One day I'll understand

that that man there

earns his keep speaking

of irrelevant things

to every day living.

But men like that one

have made of me

what I am today.

They have taught me

to look beyond them:

to look at the brilliant stars

of my youthful dreams.

One day he'll be nothing

like me and you.

One day he'll be a solitary

soul who will not have to

speak whilst looking at silence.

What is the use of this stupid cycle

which allows this useless, futile

life to continue?

In the meantime there will always be

men who will speak up

and those who will listen to them.

But what's the use to remain here

with these mute people,

with people who would like

to be outside

to breathe the natural air

of this autumn day.



Then... and now


Years, changes, caf, campus,

strangers, lectures, friends and you

is all I have in my room

when, together with myself and

reading Farrago* on the carpet,

I see ambition, wars and apathy.

Nice Farrago! Strange bullshit!

Few letters, bitter and sweet,

plenty of politics, slight mentions

of sex, sport and religion!

Look! Think! Judge!

Above all, love thyself.

Be in peace... with apathy!

* Student Newspaper at

the University of Melbourne

Apathy, silent eloquence,

you have grown wise and old with me.

Now a desk, paper, bic... and memories!

Every time my mind runs away from me,

I see the lot of you in front of

a pie and chips... a chick,

a knife... a chick, a fork... a chick,

a paper dart, multi coloured letters

and coffee.

Oh no, my friends, love the moment!

Love the present, 'cause you see,

tomorrow... tomorrow you'll be me!



New school


Do you have a biro?

I have no paper.

Where is the ruler?

I've lost my exercise book!

My books are at home.

My bag was stolen.

You say these endlessly

student.

When will you grow up?

Learn to do what everyone

must do...

be independent.

Free yourself from excuses

and join the real world,

the world of adults

where excuses cost a lot

and ignorance is no excuse.

Grow up quickly... learn how

to learn... listen... listen...

sit... sit... studyyy...

Ah, what a bore...

to be an adult!



In class


My class is noisy

the students are rude

you could say they are crude.

What should I do?

Let them grow wild,

show no respect

to anyone close to me?

What is the answer

when they are so nasty

and throw abuse

at each other

in front of me!

Should I punish?

Or shouldn't I even

ask myself this question?

The world is black or white.

There are no colours.

Students are disrespectful.

You must show your teeth,

the only way...

the only way..



A glimmer of hope


Finally a glimmer of hope.

Shining in my student's

workbook is the truth.

It's not my task to force learning

but only to monitor it!

To penetrate darkness

you need light... a light

that shines with warmth

from inside.

End the tyranny of ignorance.

Begin a world of peace...

a peace radiating from within

one's own positive experiences.

To share these with others

by realizing one's potential.

Through self fulfilment

there is no jealousy of others

but an appreciation of others'

contribution to the enrichment

of all in the community.



A sweet afternoon


On a sweet winter afternoon

we sat there in the teachers'

lounge room.

I bought some “cannoli”*

and some real italian cakes

and you all brought biscuits,

lollies and dried

chips.

We all sat together

around a small table on the couches

and Carolina was seated

there on the floor.

We made some conversation

whilst you were all there

a little ill at ease

in that somewhat

foreign atmosphere.

These are

the first experiences

of something new...

and there are so few

of these at school!

Perhaps it would be better to live

together for a few months,

to get to know each other better

in moments like this

sweet winter afternoon.

* Italian sweet



School bell


The bell rings,

another period begins.

We move to this sound.

Our time is spent

in an environmental warp.

There are times when

we want to fly away:

to break this monotony,

this life of rigidity.

To be travelling across

the Nullabor or is it maybe

the Savannah of Africa.

To watch the sky and the hills

from a mountain in Katmandu.

To drink fresh water

from a cascade in Queensland.

To travel the cities of USA

Or could there be a possibility

of working on an oil rig in WA.

Or be the manager of BHP

just for one week?

Or exchanging places with the PM?

Changing your routine, at will,

like switching the channels

of your TV set.

This bell continues to ring

every 50 minutes, precisely,

to draw us back to its fold.

*Western Australia

** Broken Hills Proprietary - Australian Company



The ethos of exams


From a quiet room I see

four flags flapping in the wind

from the Blues' scoreboard.

The top of the trees look like

green clouds in contrast to

the grey clouds of the sky above.

Here and there, tall gum trees

and the top floors of a skyscraper

(towards the Parkville side of Sydney Road)

intermingle with the rooftops

of those up market Victorian houses

amidst the light poles of the streets below.

The wind causes the flags to swing

just like it does with the waves of the sea;

but the only thing that breaks this silence

is the incessant noise of the ventilators.

Occasionally I meet the eyes

of those who may need something...

but it is quiet... like I've never

seen them altogether before;

they are preoccupied, keen to do well

in an atypical tense atmosphere.

It is that time of the year!



In lieu


In lieu

means "instead of",

it means another place.

It can be like a reward:

if you've taught HSC* all year

and your class has finished,

you get another class.

In lieu

keeps you in training,

it helps you meet new students.

So when you think you're free

in lieu gives you a chance

not to do what you've been

trying to do all year!

In lieu

keeps the Ministry's morale high.

It helps save money

and ensures that all teachers

are dutifully occupied!

In lieu

is like a "hello"!

It greets you in the morning.

It makes your day thinking !

"Gee! I'll meet some old faces today!"

or "How nice! Our wonderful

year 8 or 9 or 10"!

*The last two years of secondary education

In lieu

occurs during that peaceful time

of the year when the years 11 and 12

are doing their exans!

And all the other classes are quiet!

In lieu

is a small piece of paper

which is given to you nicely,

as a gift, to be cherished

for a few hours of the day!

Everyone likes in lieu.

It's a pleasure camouflaged

as a duty.



Voluntary service


In this bureaucracy

there is space for everyone.

You can do this

or that in every hour,

in every season.

There is always someone

who doesn't do anything

whilst there is someone else

who is ambitious

of entering the circle

of the priviliged ones. And for this

they make him work at his expense,

in his time.

It's all so very simple. If you want

to go on top of the pyramid,

you have to show

that doing things

doesn't tire you out...

that your loyalty

belongs to your work... and not

to your family or

to your recreation.

Your future is assured

if you don't mind voluntary service.



I have no choice


In this class

that's not so big,

so quiet

when I am alone,

I have seen

so many faces

which now I don't

even remember.

There were the good

together with the bad.

Were are they now?

Have they changed?

Certainly. That's life.

But what am I still

doing here?

There is so much living

there outside past

that park of very

green grass.

Have I perhaps still

so much to do in this room?

Is this my work?

To remain here to supervise,

to help or to admonish,

to teach?

But if those who want

to really learn are

so few!

Outside there instead I could

direct, command,

make my way in society!

Or fail, try to find

the minimum of happiness!

Here I feel

like an acrobat

who walks on a tightrope

between two skyscrapers in the city.

I dare not look on either side,

but I walk straight ahead

and keep my balance.



Vocation


Everything appears noisy,

exciting...but boring.

Always the same with these

students who don’t want

to do anything of what I want.

Everyone wants their freedom

to act, to do, to chat

of other things and not of what

they should be doing.

I want that they speak

this other language,

that they read it often

and willingly, that they write it

almost daily,

that they love it!

But no! For them it is only

another subject amongst the many

that they have chosen, to avoid

other things that interest them

even less of this Italian language!

But the grain of hope

is always present. Because

the teacher knows that the seed

can flower again at other times,

in other Springs.

And even when I think

that I have failed, with the passing

of time, this experience

sometimes brings some really

unexpected fruits! So is the nature

of my profession,

of this, my vocation!



Farewell, Mr Hamer!


Alas!

The man is here

before his peers!

Looking back he can only see

the stream of students, colleagues,

parents, citizens and others

on whom he left his incredible mark!

Who would not remember Mr. Hamer

for the flourish of language,

the richness of expression and,

above all, the precision and the wit

with which he chisels every remark,

every speech, every letter!

It's not always what he says

that surprises you... it's the way

he comes across that astounds you.

When he stands in the tradition

of a "Churchill" or "Dante" or, perhaps,

"Homer"... (this last one must have

been a distant relative...).

At Princes Hill he has the reputation

of being a man of letters.

In the tradition of the "philosopher"

he is frank in his opinions...

he fears not the wrath of men

for they are mere mortals!

From the law he takes his stance:

at many a dinner party he has not

resisted the temptation of devouring

a fair quantity of strawberries

and ice cream sprinkled with

lawyers and lady friends.

For the last eighteen years at this school

he wore a robe of literature and history

whilst disguising his real self

as the man of languages and music.

He can put a tune or two together,

he can speak a few languages...

English, Dutch, French, German...

a little Italian, Spanish, Norwegian...

let's not forget his readings in

Latin and Ancient Greek.

Emile stands tall in his understanding

of the universal man towering above

the bigotry of chauvinism.

He deals with men and women without fear

or favour... he is not well known

for his humility, but then everyone

has a fault or two.



The itching mentality


Once upon a time there was a team of doves

which shook hands whilst holding their buttons.

One said: "tickle me here",

the other wanted his hand there.

They felt a sensation under their armpits,

sometimes they felt it even on their skin.

One day they went around with pen in hand

to hold a poll on a very strange phenomenon.

They had developed this very bad itch

which had to be healed at all cost.

They wanted all the hardened smokers transferred.

Those who continued had to be punished.

It still wasn't Carnival Time

but the itching had become almost general.

Then for democracy they formed a committee

to give the smokers the rabbit's hole.

That is that small office

next to the staffroom.

The moral is this: when

you don't like someone,

find an excuse to move him from there



The general itch


Do you remember that general itch

when they wanted to steal our little room

with the excuse of the smoking policy?

Now listen to this...

we no longer have that little room

and they have actually thrown out

of the school all the smokers!

We now go up and down

the stairs like angels.

And, the smokers, like lepers

gather together in small groups

in the laneways and in the streets

away from our neighbourhood.

You see them draw up smoke

from their mouth which breathes

the polluted air of the city.

The moral is this:

some go up

and some go down.



Thunder and lightening


On a calm lunchtime

when the school was at play

the weather felt warm

the rain was in the air.

Then suddenly a thunder

and lightening in the distance

shook the quiet of the day.

We settled to the drizzling rain

growing in intensity until

another huge thunder exploded

followed by whiplashes of lightening.

Amidst the core of our atmosphere,

our students yelled, screamed and shouted

as if judgement day was approaching!

Humans are overawed by natural events

that carry within them elements of danger.

We are a metereopathetic lot reacting

and groping into our memory to verify

our fear with stories of victims struck

by a killer lightening or collapsing dead

frightened by the power of a loaded thunder.

Even our fauna was all a fluster reacting

to this phenomenon... with dogs barking

cats meowing and running along the gutters

of the school rooftops, and birds cowing.

Nature's Autumn weather brought a last gasp

of its youthful character to our students

succumbing to its magical outdoor concerto.



The real subjects at school


They say that at school

you study many subjects:

languages, mathematics, history,

geography, sciences, arts,

music, physical education and others.

But I tell you that these

are only many, many excuses.

The real subjects which you study...

I see them very, very differently.

The student has to follow

the system... and obey!

He has to confront himself

with adults who want

to control him.

He has to meet other students

in order to socialize and adapt;

or even to fight and win,

to impose his own will!

Or be the victim of abuses

from those primitive teenagers

who are still lacking in civility

The true subjects at school you learn

quickly after the first days in class,

when you have to remain seated

and you cannot do what you want.

And when in the corridors or open spaces,

or in the gymnasium or the oval

you are alone and without friends;

you have to survive and use ingenuity,

your very own means in hand

in your very own first society!

And the teacher, were is he?



Let’s learn


Let’s learn something everybody!

That there is the sun that warms the Earth,

that brings light onto everything.

That there is the ocean, the sea, the lake,

the river, the stream and the puddles;

that there are fish of every species.

That it is steam that bring water back

up there into the sky when the rainbow appears,

but also the clouds, rain and the snow.

Let’s learn that there is ice

on tall mountain peaks, but also the smell

of flowers, fresh grass, of animals.

That many shepherds live in the open

when in summer the fireflies shine

in the night under the stars and the moon.

Let’s learn now something about

human beings who live in the world:

the ones who care for each other.

Those who help and smile.

The ones who don’t want to make war,

who try always to reach out to others.

Let’s learn together everyday

to bring to every person, to the people,

comfort, harmony, well being.

Let’s learn finally that humanity,

which is fragile by nature in the infinity,

has only so much, much need of peace.



School and TV


We want to make our school civilized:

that is, we want everyone to be polite.

We want to have the most of freedom.

We love when others are courteous.

We want to teach in an environment

of collaboration where students

develop their own self-disclipine.

We want that students do not fight

with each other, that they do not shout

or scream or misbehave.

We want to see a nice atmosphere

where each person can do what

he/she wants (let’s not forget

our ideal of equal opportunity).

When the students behave well,

you realise that every boy can do

what he wants, that every girl

succeeds in doing what she pleases.

The reason for this progress

in the behaviour of students

can be attributed to television.

They follow her more closely

than they do with us teachers

who are present in class!

Listen to how the students speak

of this great educator: everyone

follows his own favourite program,

of which he speaks with great interest and respect!

We have been replaced by a more important

instructor! But we, teachers,

will not give up to reclaim

our presence and influence in schools.

What shall we do? Find a solution!

Maybe we should use our images

of teachers to go to air,

to communicate with our students,

since they are more willing

to listen to us when we are no longer

there in class physically, as a person!

It’s a novel virtual teaching,

without emotions! If you really

want to teach in this virtual reality

you must be prepared to face the reality

of a new telematic, visible, objective

teaching style! You, teacher, will have

a greater impact on those

that want to really listen to you

or eliminate you with the click of a button

to turn on or turn off the television set!



It’s so true!!!


Your eyes are the window

to your soul. Yes, this is true

especially when one of my student

avoids my stare, when he looks

sideways or rolls his eyes in the air!

That tells me that he is not up to date

with his work, that he doesn’t care

about this subject, that he is merely

in this class to warm his chair!

I ask him to look into my eyes

and he realizes that he cannot escape

his obligations, his responsibilities!

He cannot make excuses or move in his seat.

It now seems silly to find new ways to meet;

for, alas, our eyes have met, and now

he knows the truth, he knows what to do!

All this happened because deep in his eyes

there was a portion of his soul that told me

that he didn’t know any better, that he was

still too young, too unaware, immature!!!

If you are lucky to meet your soul,

you finally meet up with the yourself

that can be better, that can be great,

that can do, do well and succeed.

Go for it!!!



Cop This Out


Don’t let me stop your learning,

open your books on the correct page.

Don’t let me stop your Lettura and,

when you are bored, Conversare e Parlare.

Don’t forget to Scrivere a postcard from

our favourite spot in Melbourne town,

or from the ocean waves of Lorne,

or the Twelve Apostles or Warrnambool!

Don’t let me stop you

opening your books.

Don’t let me stop you

doing revision!

Don’t let me tell you

what to do in Italiano,

you know how to say:

‘Ciao, buongiorno ed arrivederci!”

Your amici are everywhere

and you’ll see them in Lygon Street

drinking a caffelatte and sharing a bacio or two!

Sit around and tell stories of your nonno or nonna,

and their wonderful cucina and molto buon vino.

Take pride in your pasta with salsa, e le salsicce,

e le cotolette con insalata, e un gelato al cioccolato.

E Buon Appetito. Grazie. Altrettanto

Don’t let me stop you

opening your books.

Don’t let me stop you

doing revision!

Don’t let me tell you

what to do in Italiano,

you know how to say:

‘Ciao, buongiorno ed arrivederci!”

Don’t tell me that one day

you are going to Italy.

I don’t believe you want

to go on a gondola in Venice

or visit the leaning Tower of Pisa

or walk on the slopes of fiery Vesuvius

or sing on an ancient stage in Syracuse,

or walk sul Gianicolo in Roma at sunset!

Don’t let me stop you

opening your books.

Don’t let me stop you

doing revision!

Don’t let me tell you

what to do in Italiano,

you know how to say:

‘Ciao, buongiorno ed arrivederci!”

You don’t know English well. You think that’s enough!

So, don’t tell me that you don’t want

to learn another language - that’s too bad!

You told me that you might develop due lingue

in your mouth; you might find it hard eating

your spaghetti: you may roll a tongue in your fork

and swallow the other in the gullet!

Ma tanti auguri lo stesso. Impara, impara, impara!

Don’t let me stop you

opening your books.

Don’t let me stop you

doing revision!

Don’t let me tell you

what to do in Italiano,

you know how to say:

‘Ciao, buongiorno ed arrivederci!”



Three Girls from my School


Three young girls by their lockers

are taking our their books for class.

They are chatting, laughing and are happy

because they are young and have no worries.

Nous chantons tous les matins

quand notre professeur vient par ici.

Nous voulons qu’il nous regarde

parce que que nous sommes ses favories!

But the teacher is worried because he is late

for his form assembly. He walks past

quickly through the crowded corridor

and he smiles as he says: bonjour, mes jeunes filles!

Nous chantons tous les matins

quand notre professeur vient par ici.

Nous voulons qu’il nous regarde

parce que que nous sommes ses favories!

To attract their teacher’s attention

the three students decide to sing him a song.

Their serenade is now well known

throughout the school and it goes like this...

Nous chantons tous les matins

quand notre professeur vient par ici.

Nous voulons qu’il nous regarde

parce que que nous sommes ses favories!



Flickering Darts


Behold the feeling of men

apart from the rule of law.

See those instincts in the raw

playing games of survival.

What endurance there is

when the spirit is alive!!!

There goes the mean dagger

of cronies who, like witches

in the night, brood over

the black pot of discord,

taking out potions of venom

and, with their spoons, flickering

them onto those effigies

of men, in their mortal remains.

The Body may suffer standing

pain and anger, but the spirit

rises to an almighty scream:

“Vendetta! Vendetta! Vendetta!”

Then you see those cronies

with their spirit naked, inflated,

floating in space like balloons

of Montpellier! Our revoir! Adieu!



End of the Year


They come each year in hordes

and, like fury, they take all

and leave, like leaves

on an autumn tree.

There I stand, desolate and alone,

awaiting the coming

of another season.

“Like leaves on an autumn tree

they left me!!! Never to return

to this same year, to this set

of classes and activities!”



In the Lake Mungo Region


The bones of people

living in the Lake Mungo Region

have been there for 60,000 years.

The bones of people

buried in the sand dunes

of the Lake Mungo Region give us

a clue of the aborigines’ story.

In the sand dunes

of the Lake Mungo Region

there is a skeleton.

“I am a skeleton

in the sand dunes

of the Lake Mungo Region.

When my bones were full of flesh,

I inhabited this land,

drank from the waters

and listened to the stories

of my ancestors from my elders.

I hunted, gathered fruit

and fished. I walked

about with my group

and saw lizards, emus

and kangaroos.

My friend Mulwala

painted in a cave

our ancestor hero, Bunjil

and his dingoes. Mindeye,

the rainbow serpent,

helped in the creation

of our mountains and trees,

of our flowers and water paths.

We lived in our land

awaiting the changes of weather.

We lived with our people

knowing that Mother Earth

would one day take us back

into the Sky World of our ancestors.

We lived, we loved,

I am now dead

so that you can see

which kulin* once upon a time

were owned by the lands

of the Lake Mungo* Region.”

* People

** North of Mildura, Victoria



The Fire of the Aborigines


They say that ‘Fire’ were Alpha and Beta Centaurs,

the two star pointers up there in the Skyworld

where two young brothers, Kanbi and Jitabidi,

lived in a camp near the Southern Cross.

During a famine in that part of the Universe,

all the heavenly heroes of the Dreamtime sought

refuge in various planets of the Constellation.

That’s how Kanbi and Jitabidi arrived in Australia.

In this land of megafauna where diprotedons lived

alongside the big possums, emus and kangaroos,

the two newly arrived brothers found that food was

plentiful and their ‘firesticks’, Alpha and Beta, were useful.

One day during a hunting in progress the two firesticks

that had been left behind in the camp became really bored,

so they chased each other and finally struck their heads...

and caused a bushfire, forcing all the animals into the open.

You can just imagine how happy the local Aborigines were

when their hunters rushed with their spears and finished the game!

Kanbi and Jitabidi were so annoyed that their fun had come to an end

that they sent Alpha and Beta straight back into the Heavens!

Today these star pointers fired my inspiration, this is true, but for

the kulin in my area and all the other Koorie people out there ‘Fire’

is sister and brother, it is a legend and a symbol evermore present

in their Culture: it still helps in hunting, cooking, dancing and living!



History


Who tells it has it.

It’s inside who remembers it.

There is also in it whoever is recognized.

Those who are liked by others are there,

who has really done something more.

Who has simply written

some verses… sometimes an encyclopaedia!

There are the many angles

of the prism of facts.

There are also those

who have done nothing.

Or who have imagined too much.

Therefore, there inside, you find

also the illusions and delusions

of who thinks that he/she has done

but in fact he/she hasn’t…

History is how

it is told

and who tells it.

History is important

for the important…

But history belongs to all.

Wondrous beauty...

and literature!

Art, Literature,

films, cassettes,

video, DVDs

give everyone

a sense of the beauty

of this life.

Humans strive and thrive

on the glory

of it all.

All this information,

communication offer

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